postscripting the life of an average singaporean guy

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Graduate

*playing Happily Never After by Backstreet Boys

Results were out last week, and thankfully I passed all without even using my wildcard.
Although I score high disctionctions for a unit but another 2 units which I had high confidence in
somehow turnout with a credit and a pass respectively. I had dreamt that I got 3 Distinctions with a Near Pass
which is a Pass essentially if it's your final term. Well as you can see my dream did not even hit any which I am somehow thankful for yet frustrated.
Well I do hope that this inaccuracy in my dream doesn't work for other dreams because I don't want my other dreams to turn out different.

SITEX was ridiculously boring due to a HALL being totally dedicated to home appliances.
IMHO hall 5 should just be renamed HARVEY NORMAN Home appliances instead of SITEX. Because every booth you buy things from hall 5 seems to lead to HArvey Norman.
Well, Sunday was quite an eventful day for me at least, and I must thank SITEX for it too.

Moving on to my life, it would seemed to me, that my overnight mahjong days are getting dimmer with mahjong leggers getting jobs or being busy with girlfriends.
I really should go find one too. But I just lack the courage. It would seem to me that this time round, should I even try and fail, I might as well just kill myself already.
Yes, it is that serious. I know you people will probably ask me to just go try as you never know until you try. But this time round it's really different.
I think I'm getting too many mixed reactions. Optimistically speaking, I stand a chance I think. Pessimistically though, she's just being nice.
In case you do not know, I'm quite an optimistic person when looking at other things in life but towards love, let's just say its not good.

By the way, I discovered something about myself recently, nope not like the adverts where peter petrelli or hiro nakamura or claire bennett discovers their powers,
I for one do not have any although I would love to have either Peter Petrelli's Power or Matt Parkman's power. What I discover is that I just can't seem to talk on the phone,
to girls I like. I don't stutter but somehow I do not know how to talk, to say it nice, I just want to hear her voice but yet I'm speechless, even a small hello seems difficult to muster.
I was told by a few female friends that I hold a good conversation as I really listen, I guess I was taught how through TV shows and movies but yet I do not seem to be able to use my
'ability' when on the phone with her. (#note: this applies only on the phone, MSN wise or even face to face is definitely better than phone) Many of you may think I must be a weird person
hiding behind the computer to talk but trust me I would much rather talk on the phone.

It would seem picking up the phone and calling her number and talking to her requires a humungous courage which brings me to this first single inconsolable from the latest Backstreet Boys Album
where there's a line which says "I climbed the walls, I could see the edge but I can't take the fall. I memorized her number so why can't I make the call..." I think my current situation
which I discovered would be just this 2 lines.

avec le prochain
jh out!~

p.s: there is no postscript.

Labels: Harvey Norman, SITEX

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Not boring not exciting, not lazy not hardworking, not handsome not ugly, not short not thin, not a bad guy not quite mommy's boy either. Regular Singaporean guy who like most guys probably get several different colours of the same shirt, t-shirt, berms, jeans once they fall in love with a particular design. Been through the era of cassette tapes of walkmans to discmans(remember the anti-shock technology) as well as MiniDisc(coming out at a bad time) which obviously lost to the emergence of mp3s and the CD to LD which saw LD losing out to VCDs. Next came the DVDs which 0wned the vcds and try to act smart by having 2 groups, HD DVD and Blu Ray. 2 words BLU.RAY. Loves to reminisce the old days when A&W rootbear float was still around and KFC was still a restaurant complete with waiters serving you Kentucky Fried Chicken. The days where bus fares were 10 cents for students and pizza hut's lunch buffets. Moves/dances to the jumpy music of Ipod Ads and likes to laugh at the Hello I'm a Mac, Hello I'm a PC advertisements!

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