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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

My day today

I had a bad feeling when I was at the gym training last night after my duty for the night.


Why is it that I have a bad feeling? Let's just say I never seem to be able to enjoy happy moments longer than those low ones. Somehow someone up there must have hate me and thus likes to kick me back down to reality.


How my happiness all went downhill...


moi was doing desk this morning... when my guard 2ic came in for work.

2ic : " Hey peter! tell ya something don't be sad! "
2ic : " I was at orchard yesterday and I saw *****. "
moi knew what was the worse case scenario but wanted to hear it to be sure : " and? "
2ic : " She was with her boyfriend holding hands, I was behind her and I thought she looked familiar "
moi : " so she didn't see you ? "
2ic : " Nope, according to Eugene(RP from the incoming shift) who happens to be walking in the opposite direction, it was her. "
moi (if my heart is fragile, it would have sound like a glass broken): " Cui (meaning destroyed in chinese)"
2ic : " Don't worry lah! You and eugene still got chance!"
Eugene apparently from what I gathered likes her as well : " Ya loh, boyfriend only, still can break what! "
2ic : " Besides Eugene is more good-looking than her boyfriend."
moi pretends to be nonchalant and continues to watch my video while doing my desk duty.


I went home alone as usual, feeling lost mainly feeling unfair that I should only enjoy such little moment of happiness, true to a fact that she might not be the girl for me I mean I don't know her personality but then again she might be the girl for me too.


jh out!~


p.s : ah the little moments that can just make me happy but why must this morning come, I know it was inevitable that such a girl would have a boyfriend but why has it got to be today.
p.p.s : While it may be sunny and dry outside, jh's house happens to be watery...


Sometimes The Road Ahead Is Paved With Anything But Good Intentions @ 1:14 PM

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